January 3, 2011

CW: 115 lbs

I want to be a size 0 or maybe a 00. I'm a size 3 now. Well, size 2/3. Size 3's are too big. Baggy in the butt and constantly fall down. A part of me wants to go to the store just to see what size I am. What if I fit into 1's? That would make me happy but I doubt I would be able to get my fat ass into them.

I've been fasting since New Years. I'm on a Red Bull fast. I don't even know if there's such a thing but I drink a 473 ml can of Red Bull per day. Prefurably the diet kind, if the store has them in stock. It becomes quite expensive after a while but I don't mind. The last time I did a Red Bull fast I lost 9 lbs! Hopefully I can finally get over this plateau.