March 9, 2011

I Need A Change.

If I had it my way, I would have the money to get a new wardrobe, accessories and all. My style is so boring and I'm tired of it. I want a completely new look. Something more edgy. I want people to look at me and think, "wow she's gorgeous." I want people to constantly comment and compliment. I want to be unique.

I want to start learning how to do my makeup better. I've always had trouble blending my eyeshadow and I don't think I'm using the proper foundation for my skin.  I also want fun hair. Long and not my natural color. Maybe blonde with pink or something like that. My hairdresser has the nicest hair right now. It's a deep purple but it looks so good! I think purple would look good on me because purple brings out green eyes.

I'm a fan of styles like rockabilly and scene. I'd love to get more tattoos and piercings. I only have a tongue ring right now and one tattoo. I want my lip, eyebrow, nose, and belly button done. I have so many ideas for tattoos it's not even funny. I wish I was talented enough to be a tattoo artist. That would be
an amazing job!

The only problem is... I don't think I have the personality to pull off a look like that. I'm more reserved; quiet and socially awkward. I want to be outgoing and bubbly. I want to be one of those girls everyone loves. Funny, smart, and fun to be around.


Emma; said...

Im also a big fan of that whole look,
and i think you should defiantly go for it.
You dont have to go all out.
Like if you start off with something small first like a belly or lip piercing, maybe that will help you feel more outgoing, and make you more confident.
Remember you can always take it out if you dont like it :)
But i think its a great idea