Later that night I took a bubble bath. I was comforted by the warm water surrounding my body. As I laid back, I wrapped my arms around myself and could feel my ribs. I grinned a little as I slid my finger tips along each and every one of them. I reached my shoulder blades and the grin grew wider. They stuck out so far I could grab them. They were pointy but not sharp... perfect little bones. Running my hands up a little further until I reached the back of my neck, four little bumps appeared. The grin grew into a smile and tears filled my eyes. I think that was the happiest moment I've had in a long time.
My mood came crashing down when I stepped on the scale. 116 lbs. OMG... How did I gain a pound?! The increase in my weight threw me on a downward spiral to the lowest of lows. I stuffed my face like the fat cow I am. My stomach was bursting, I could barely move.
There are parts of my body that need a lot of work and due to that pig-fest that occurred last night I need to work a zillion times harder. So here is my list of things that need improvement:
- Double Chin
- Upper Arm Fat
- Back Fat
- Stomach
- Butt
- Thighs
- Collar Bones
- Chest Bones
- Ribs
- Shoulder Blades
- Hip Bones
- Knees (I have fat knees.. )
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